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Thursday, August 04, 2005

I Missed You...

I come across a message about the feeling of missing someone, that has resurface a sweet feeling of mine missing someone. Hope you will like it too.

Love

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her/him missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u when out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your
dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying
if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and
let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait.

- End -

I remember I have most of the mention feeling before. It just seems like yesterday memories. Especially the "Surpries" part. I have had a fantasy that, the girl I love will suddenly show up and have a surprise that fate has pull us together. And, we are mean to be together. ;) Even though, it din't happened but it's a good feeling that I'll smile to myself for my naive thought.

Most of us will only miss someone when we are feeling lonely. Of course I'm not the exception. There is time when I miss a girl that i have had fallen in love to, but I din't give her a call even though i wanted to deep down in my heart. She's had rejected me quite a while ago, but somehow the feeling of beigh hurt will be digged out and stop me from calling her.

The feeling of logging on to the internet and hoping to see her is really sweet. I remember the most joyful moment that after a while, she really did online. Then, we started to flirt around chatting together, with the cute emoticons, big smile on the face, etc etc. I remember my roomate will definitely know I'm chatting when he saw the big smile on my face.

This is really a way of growing up. Somehow, I'm just not so silly and happy when the years pass by. Could it be I have pass that stage or I have stopped being myself?

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